guilt is a buzzkill.
stop it tanz. stop thinking about it. stop continually blaming yourself for everything. let it go. don't be too hard on yourself.
but i can't. i can't. its the way i was built. its how my mind works.
then change how your mind works.
but that's how my f*cking mind works...
doesn't mean that you can't change it, you bludgering idiot. you don't even want to try.
yeah i do want to try... but i give up easily.
then don't give up easily.
easy for you to say.
easy for me?! idiot... do you even realize that you're having a conversation with yourself right now?! i am you... silly girl!
oh shit! you're me and i'm you?! damn... i've crossed the line.
no you haven't. you just need to talk.
i do?! i talk...
no you don't. not about the important stuff.
but what is important anyway?
do you really want to broadcast it?!
not really... i should keep this vague.
good girl!
good girl?!?!?! noooooo... i'm not. and that's the sad part.
yes you are.
no i'm not.
stop it! ok fine... you're like... borderline good girl/bad girl.
oh my God! you are so baduy!
do i really have to tell you who i am again?!
oh... oh yeah. i'm baduy. yeah.
ok. good. now that that's all cleared up. let's go back to the subject.
huh?! what subject?!
Gadamit!!! even you're conversations with yourself are malabo.
i know.
but i can't. i can't. its the way i was built. its how my mind works.
then change how your mind works.
but that's how my f*cking mind works...
doesn't mean that you can't change it, you bludgering idiot. you don't even want to try.
yeah i do want to try... but i give up easily.
then don't give up easily.
easy for you to say.
easy for me?! idiot... do you even realize that you're having a conversation with yourself right now?! i am you... silly girl!
oh shit! you're me and i'm you?! damn... i've crossed the line.
no you haven't. you just need to talk.
i do?! i talk...
no you don't. not about the important stuff.
but what is important anyway?
do you really want to broadcast it?!
not really... i should keep this vague.
good girl!
good girl?!?!?! noooooo... i'm not. and that's the sad part.
yes you are.
no i'm not.stop it! ok fine... you're like... borderline good girl/bad girl.
oh my God! you are so baduy!
do i really have to tell you who i am again?!
oh... oh yeah. i'm baduy. yeah.
ok. good. now that that's all cleared up. let's go back to the subject.
huh?! what subject?!
Gadamit!!! even you're conversations with yourself are malabo.
i know.
posted by tanya blay at
10:19 am
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ei tanya! :D
i made reference to voices in your head.i was only kidding...i had no idea how close i was to the truth...
okay tanya...
actually, it's okay to feel guilty from time to time. that is how we are still human. just don't let people like me know that you are that way cos god knows the power that that'll give us. hehe
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