Sunday, May 07, 2006

zipideedoodah! happiness is...


a new pair of chuck taylors! the chucks that i've been ogling for at shoe salon for quite a while now. Hurray!! i finally own them!! dreams do come true! i feel so happy. chucks make me happy. i heart chucks. *kisses new shoes*

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Eureka! Caffeine works on me!

i honest-to-God-ly thought it didn't... yet here i am... wide awake at 4AM. is it the iced coffee i drank 3 hours ago or is it just me insomniac-ing again? hrmmm... i remember waking up at 7 this morning. i should be exhausted by now. So... why am i still awake?! hrmmmm...

my favorite silly person.


i tats.

(i know he'll keeeeeellll me for posting this.... i'm sorry!! and another thing, the gig photos i took were seriously unworthy of posting. hahaha!)

Thursday, May 04, 2006

since i can't smoke...

yes... it has been three and half hours since my last cig. i know that it hasn't been that long, but it takes shit loads of willpower not to join my officemates when they run down to have a drag. and it seems to be getting harder now because talking about it makes me want it some more.... ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! i musn't give in... i probably will later. i hate having asthma. the weekend is just around the corner and i must get well!!

i therefore wasted my time creating (could this even be considered a creation?) this. trying out the 70's rock poster thing. i believe i failed miserably.

ayan ka nanaman.

i've been getting this response since last week. i've been rather PMS-y lately... complaining, nitpicking, experiencing extreme moodswings, psychotic outbursts, breathing fire... some of the things that i sincerely don't want to be accustomed to. it's just that these days i've been sensitive about practically everything. just so many things seem to be nakaka-badtrip. the weather, my job, how slow the hours seem to pass, how its not friday yet, how its not saturday yet, how my dog smells funny, how my favorite pair of jeans haven't been washed yet, how i don't have a vacation getaway set, how the sun seems to suddenly have a grudge on me constantly reminding me that he does exist, how i still haven't finished the book that i've been reading when its supposed to be such an easy read, how i lack monetary funds to buy the things i want (not need, want), how tom cruise's wacko-ness drove me to read about scientology and silent birth (i just really found these concepts quite creepy), how i didn't really watch silent hill because tats kept closing my eyes shut because he thinks its too gross for me to see (although i am a bit grateful, because at least i'm able to sleep without nightmares)... things that i shouldn't be nutty about, but am. and quickly realizing that these are shallow things to get hyped up about. shite.

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and now, i'll be posting these photos just because i can. :)