favored deviation.

oddly enough... one of my shots that i posted on my deviant art gallery (its a depressing one, i tell you! hahaha... much like this blog.) has been added as favorite. someone liked my work! and another person actually commented. *pat on the back, pat on the back* and i looked at their galleries... and they were like... REALLY GOOD!! so... *another pat on the back. another pat on the back*

i suddenly have some pride! fried pride, but pride nonetheless.hurray for favoritism!

oh, and i adore the artists on deviant art. i heart all of you. you inspire me.

i am such a dork. *CHEESE*

coconutssssssssssssss...........

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something i stumbled upon:

"What we have to establish here is who is the fucker and who is the fuckee?
I for my part see myself as a fuckeur."

in dire need of a drink.

it seems that all my attempts of pissing my problems away through alcohol today were all shot down... three attempts... shot down... big time.

i don't drink... its not really my thing to go a-drinking when problems come my way. but today, i really wanted to do what other people did when they had issues that have yet to be settled.

i have shit loads of issues. especially these days. i don't want to go into detail about them, i don't really bear my soul to anyone... even to this silly blog. all i know is... there is seriously something wrong. it might be me. i don't know. i don't even know if i cared enough to find out where all this fury is coming from. yes, i said fury, because the word anger just doesn't cut it.

the little devil in me has been manifesting quite a lot these days. not to everyone around me, but to the person that i seem to care for the most. i say things i don't mean... i say things that burn... like i said, i speak poison... daggers come-a-flying out and i can't seem to stop them. only to find myself regretting being a dumbass... crawling back like a wet dog with its tail behind its legs, puppy dog eyes and all, begging for forgiveness. that may be tactic may be working now, but i dread the day when it loses its charm...

i still want to drink... i must try again. to see what it's like to drown myself in sorrow with an alcoholic beverage in hand. any alcoholic beverage i can find... i don't want to think anymore... these thoughts always seem to lead to wrist-slitting fantasies and watching the blood from my veins make mushroom shaped patterns on the bathroom floor. don't worry, i know i won't do it. i'm not capable of that, i'm sure. and i know that i'm seriously exaggerating my situation... maybe i've just seen way too many depressing flicks in my lifetime. so... i should go back to something a little more feasible... alcohol...


ah yes... i went down the stairs to find that mother dear is not around! alas! a bottle of martini asti in the chiller (sadly, not the cellar. i dont like my alcohol in room temperature)... quite yummy, i must say. i got a glass (seriously, a whole glass, i'm that jologs...) and filled 'er up! i'm feelin' a slight buzz. the photo to your left is the glass, that was once filled. yeah... practicing photography, even while self-pity mode is turned on. drown sorrow drown...

the legazpi place.

the deserted and forgotten building in front of our office. it's such a fugly sight! and i dont think they will ever finish it. it's quite a shame because it's a really tall building and it was already half done when they stopped construction. its located at a pretty good spot in makati! i sure wouldn't mind living there... (but not in the state that it's currently in though...)

the not so fab-five.

nah! they're all still very fabulous! i took these photos for a stint carl gave me as "photographer" at "the Fab 5 in Ayala Malls" press junket. i didn't have the proper equipment needed for such event... but no use feeling bad. i love my camera! I HEART YOU 30D AND KIT LENS AND 50MM... I HUG YOU THREE!! back to the silly photographs... these images were cropped from the wider shots that were taken.

snippet.

tatzkiboy: may pumasok na pusa sa bahay tapos na freakout yung rabbit!! ayaw nang lumabas ng cage!!
tanya: awwwwww... kawawa naman si playboy
tatzkiboy: WELL he pisses on his water and drinks it! hahaha...
tatzkiboy: but hes a cute bunny!!

put a sock in it.

i just found the motherload of socks while searching for the box of my lomo colorsplash flash... i didn't find what i was looking for... but i found what i needed. LOTS AND LOTS OF SOCKS! i found TEN new pairs of socks in my mom's closet. (there were ties too!) she bought the said socks in hong kong last year and forgot about them... i found them, and now their mine, all mine!!! *evil laughter*

i have become sick and tired of wearing raggedy old socks man... and some (ok fine... majority!) of my socks are either worn out or have holes in them. and there are times when i actually wear socks that dont match because the other half of them have holes... i dont want to wear socks with holes. so between wearing socks with holes or socks that dont match, which one do you think i would choose?! and then there was this one time when i went to fuzion with socks that didnt match... i couldnt take the embarrassment of taking my shoes of and declaring to all of mankind that my socks didnt match (i must tell you... they dont stink! they just didnt match!)

the joy of a new batch of socks... in silly different colors and sizes (can you see them goofy looking golf socks?! I LOVE THEM!)... i'm a happy bunny, man! SOCKS!!!

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on another note. tats and i met up at greenhills promenade. we went to EGG and played tekken. i realized that i am soooooooo competitive! to the extent that i would say things that i didnt mean when i start losing... eep! i'm a sore loser... Thank God he didn't take anything i said seriously. i turn really mean in such situations. i hate losing! even if it is just tekken. arghhh...

maybe i should polish up on my pseudo-tekken skills... nahhhh!!! i'm not really into the gaming thing. i know i'm bound to lose anyway. i should practice keeping my mouth shut during moments like those... i think i may have been harsh... I SPEAK POISON...

The US vs. John Lennon

a must see documentary!
check out the trailer.

it was just so sparkly!

that title sounds so very "white chicks"!

anyway... i've always wanted to take a photo of that thing, when greenbelt was all shiny and new... it was really a wonder to me during that time. i mean, putting chandeliers in the cinema area? astounding! And yes, i am this shallow! until now i think that greenbelt is still a pretty pretty sight. except for all the construction work thats happening right now. although i'm quite curious as to what they're building and what it'll look like and what it is that their going to put in there. come on! the ayala center in makati has practically everything! what else is there to add?! duplicates of the stores that they already have?! what's coming?! WHAT?!

on another note, i love the segafredo spin iced coffee. it was fantabulous! heaven in a big plastic cup. it was like a javanilla shake from seattle's best mixed with the ultimate espresso from coffee bean and tea leaf. and the price wasn't half bad! :) love love loved it! and it was nice getting to hang out after work... especially after yesterday! AHHHH!! yesterday really made my head hurt. when i got to my bed... shet... it felt like i fell into a coma or something because i was so exhausted... and on a monday at that! what a way to start the week man...

i just can't wait for friday. FRIDAY!!! SATURDAY!!!

Pirates of the Carribean II... hurray! it's onnnnnnn!!!

hinge.

do i really have to put a backgrounder on this one? i would much rather not. kawawang butiki.

pipes & sewers.

it seems that i've become way too attached to taking snapshots of people. so today, i brought my camera around and tried my luck at taking photographs of inanimate objects to see what i'd be able to come up with. i went to shangri-la and went snapping away. most of the stuff i took were crap. i really have to learn to make "timpla" those damn settings properly.

anyway, enough about my frustrations. caption caption: the first one was taken in the parking lot. the next was in a bathroom stall, see the toilet? :)

salcedo street blues.

one year (and a day ago)...

PARE...

jamming with Dahon.

ahhh... yes... yet another batch of band photos. but don't call me a mofo-ing groupie. i shall keel you... nor am i a band-aid... i just umm... have nothing better to do. and i love being around tats. so that's it pancit.

and yes... i am a girl of few words... not a man. i am a girl! (i think!)

Scenes from Fete De La Musique 2006.

the other photos are over here... here... here...
(*note: last two photos were taken by tats. :D )

terminal dysfunctions.

these photos were taken at around 3:30AM while we were still at fete de la musique at the mall of asia. we were snacking at mcdonald's when we saw this taxi and fx terminal right up front. no one was around that area. it was pretty cool i tell yah... :D that's why we got all... err... snapshot crazy. hehehe! here are a few of the photos that were taken that i happened to like a lot.